here we go!

So, today was a little bit difficult because i honestly out of no where felt so discouraged for so many different reasons.

I can tell i have gained weight and i have been feeling so much less attractive and beautiful, which is so sad! i got up from laying on the couch and put on some make up and changed my outfit and tried to turn my attitude around. but it was hard. i feel like i have been totally slacking with school and my life and spiritually and everything and so i decided to sit down and make some true serious goals and changes.

honestly i feel so much better when i am working out and when i am eating right. I can still chet and have treats, but i feel so much more energized and so much happier when i am trying harder. i AM SO excited for classes to be finished and over because i will have a little more time to get all of our wedding thank you cards written and sent out, and Also i will have time to get more into a schedule with scripture study and working out. I am looking forward to having a new start! tomorrow is my last day of classes.