New Goals

So, the semester is coming to an end and I am so happy about that! The commute to SLC has been expensive and long during these last few weeks, but getting these two classes over with was well worth it! Taylor and I got back from a week long trip to Lake Powell with my family (next blog post will talk about that!) and now we are getting back into the swing of thangssss! I came back from Powell, and it was like a sudden wave of stress came back over me. I don't know what it is. I don't know how to explain it. Its like, taylor and I will have a conversation and then a flip switches and i start freaking out over money, or we have a miscommunication and then an argument and I can't seem to pull myself out of it. I feel like I put too much pressure on him and I don't know, I feel my own problems affect our relationship. my own problems affect how I treat him.

So, today I was thinking in church and I want to take it back to the basics. I want to get back to focusing on the most important things so I can get my focus right for all of the other little things. I am deciding that no matter how busy I am with work and school, I am going to get up every morning when taylor does and from 6-7am study the gospel. Its important to me. I want to get back to my missionary days and re-focus on becoming more like the Savior. As I do this, I can make a conscious effort during the day to become more like him. I want to life taylor. I want to accomplish my goals.

Discipline is the bridge between Goals and Accomplishments. Becoming more like the Savior takes serious discipline. I want to acquire that kind of discipline and work my hardest to become my very best.